Book of many covers

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I thought i was strong but the word “sorry” still brought tears to my eyes
When i thought i finally made it then i would fall and break like never before
Healing was even more painful

Bits and pieces of my heart were sewn together
I trusted that everyone around me understood what i was going through
I trusted that they would keep my secrets and give me a shoulder to lean on
But why was i left more broken than before

I used to think being strong was holding on
But even tough stones break
I thought keeping it to myself was avoiding to break peoples hearts
but instead i broke my own heart trying to prove a point

Why is forgiving so easy while forgetting is so hard
Why do i still dwell in the past as if i would get a price if i changed things then.

MY SINCERE REGARDS

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I used to think everything would go my way
I had big wishful dreams
And in all my dreams you were there
But i guess it doesnt always go as we wish

I was so naive back then
When i used to stare at your photos blankly
I thought to myself how lucky i was
You truly were my angel sent from above

Back then i had a huge smile on my face
I felt as if my world was surrounded by you
But a young girls heart is deceptive
All this went down suddenly

I wish i knew when it was coming to an end
So i could cherish those moments
So i could smile a little wider
So i could laugh till my lungs hurt

I guess this was and is the end of our road
The road that i dread to end
That road that has hurt me the most
My only question is how could you be fine?

Well life is greener out here
There are alot of lessons to learn
I think am beginning to smile again
Atleast this time I’m careful

I still miss you though
I send my best regards to you
Am doing fine
What about you?